Monday, October 24, 2011

Entry penat....

End of semester is just around the corner. time flies.  I'm very busy now.  Sleepless nights, red eyes, overeating and too much coffee.  I've got 4 assignments to submit in three weeks.  It's totally driving me crazy.  Hmmm...going back to school is not as fun as I imagined :P.  My standing is not good.  Hope I'll survive.  Yup, that's the mission at this point.

Procrastinating is not helping at all.  I always know this, but keep doing it over and over again.  Bila la nak sedar oii.  One more thing, being a HOD is not helping either.  I am so used to people doing things for me, I am now feeling it awkward to do everything myself.  Usually, my staffs will prepare my schedule and remind me of the deadlines, but now, I'm on my own.  Hence, the chaotic sleepless nights I'm experiencing now.

Like I said, I hope to survive this first semester.  But come next semester, the game is on baby.  Yup, gotta come back with a bang.  You'll see....

Insya Allah....

See you guys

Thursday, October 13, 2011


I learnt something sad about Darfur two nights ago in my Border Security and Migration class.

You know the two factions who are killing each other, the Arabs and the Africans, they are both Muslim.  Just to make sure, I checked with a friend who used to work in Sudan, and he confirmed it.  

It really got to me.  Why are Muslims killing Muslims?  Because of land disputes?  This is ridiculous!

Islam is a religion of peace and harmony.  It doesn't teach its followers to be mean cruel.  Still this is happening now.  And yet, we are mad when people label us terrorist.  We keep calling the unbelievers as infidel, but it is not them who are killing each other. Are we living the Muslim life?  Are we setting the right example to others?  

The Muslim world really is in need of a leader.  Just to bring all of us back to the right path.  I think it is our responsibility to clean Islam's name.  Just imagine how the Prophet (PBUH) would feel if he sees his ummah in such clueless life.  Totally disregarding all his teachings.  We are letting him down mann.....

I really feel I need to do something personally.  But I don't know where to start. us!  

Sorry la....kinda emotional because this is really sad.